CRTC = joke

Heavy Burning Heart

remember me from another time,
recall me from all our times,
i remember you from another time.

i remember what i had seen,
the one who poured gasoline into your chest,
Heaving burning heart you felt
heaviy burning heart extinguished
thoughts of me soak the charred core.

what i've done here
will stay within me til the end
you know i love you
but you might be
the one who breaks me
and mine
my heavy burning heart.

BLind

when i close my eyes
i can see for mles
there is comfort inside
these eyes dont decieve

Arrows not so true
these eyes are not showing
what i really want to see
all thats to be seen
is stolen in dark
if this is the current
i'd rather be blind

Anymore

Don't try to wake me up
even if the sun is really rising
theres not a living thing alive
Are you aware that you'd be
slated for disaster and so beautiful

We dont cast out
We only stand out
Theres more to living than being alive
Don't believe anything they say
Anymore, Anymore

There is more to living than being alive
I'll show you dear
Something you've not seen
something infinitly interesting

there is something in the way you move
movements of your lips when you say
your only fear
will be slipping away from the wave

feel the screeches of terror
they rip through the mind
those echoes in my ear
what cant i see, blind
Anymore

Frostbitten

I feel,
like I feel,
whenever you leave,
all that is left,
is the ice cold,
you confine me with,
a million miles away.

Stray dogs
Take cover when I start to play
But the memories don’t fade away
Since we said goodbye

And you
And all the words you said
Still echo in my head
And I can’t find
My peace of mind

It was Friday when you fell into my arms
It was Friday when you got on that airport bus
It was Friday did you ever think
About us, just us?

These chords
Got life of their own but hey
It’s just therapy anyway
So don’t expect too much

And you
You with another man
Your husband or your friend
And was I just
A one-night stand

Perpetuation of the Silence

The lonely soul wanders
Alone in the walks of life
No other soul as his companion
The lonely soul wanders

Alone in the daybreak
He does his duties
In the walks of life
The lonely soul wanders

Alone in the life
He meets many other souls
Who comes to be
Unfit for the lonely soul
The lonely soul wanders

As the days pass by
The lonely soul became
More lonely, with no other
souls as his companion
The lonely soul wanders

Alone in the walks of life
The lonely soul decides
Not to die, but to face
Life in all its destructions
The lonely is silence

Thats not a cold snap, its just winter kicking your ass

so it has been -30 degrees C or lower the past few days here in Edmonton. it absolutely sucks, and not in the fun way you were thinking. shame for dirty minds, but alike minds.

i miss summer.

Plastic Man

I am a plastic man, wish I can be the one you could be proud of.
I'm losin heart again, wish I could show you what you think I'm made of.
Someday I know I'll find my place, someday I know this pain will fade.

I am a perfect sell, just wrap me up with a bow and flowers.
I will neglect to tell, I'll sell your story that we love each other.
Someday I know I'll find my place, someday I know this pain will fade.
Someday I know I'll find my place, someday I'll sing my last refrain.

Why don't you let me be, and I'll pretend I'm well.
Cuz you're blind to see, and I'm too tired to tell.
And in your apathy, your head begins to swell.
Another tragedy, but you're too cold to feel.

Someday I know I'll find my place, someday I know this pain will fade.
Someday I know I'll find my place, someday I'll sing my last refrain.

Hubba Bubba

why is Hubba Bubba gum so damn tough to chew? is there a gum-god out there who does this just to spite healthy jaws around the globe?

shenanigans: that restaurant that Farva goes to with all the tacky shit on the walls.

Like A Stone

On a cobweb afternoon

In a room full of emptiness

By a freeway I confess

I was lost in the pages

Of a book full of death

Reading how we'll die alone

And if we're good we'll lay to rest

Anywhere we want to go

In your house I long to be

Room by room patiently

I'll wait for you there

Like a stone

I'll wait for you there

Alone

On my deathbed I will pray

To the gods and the angels

Like a pagan to anyone

Who will take me to heaven

To a place I recall

I was there so long ago

The sky was bruised

The wine was bled

And there you led me on

In your house I long to be

Room by room patiently

I'll wait for you there

Like a stone

I'll wait for you there

Alone

And on I read

Until the day was gone

And I sat in regret

Of all the things I've done

For all that I've blessed

And all that I've wronged

In dreams until my death

I will wander on

FMLYHM

the new Seether album is out, FMLYHM is a great song. i relate to it a lot it seems. i don't know if that is a good thing or a bad thing

Truth

a 20 year-old girlfriend is like a good carpenter. no wood ever gets wasted.

Love

isn't blind,
it's retarded.

Badum

"you're an Alzheimer's victim in a whore-house. you are constantly surprised you are getting screwed and never want to pay for it."

Jones on Bergeron: Hit From Behind

this crap is disgraceful. this sort of thing should come with a ban. you almost cripple someone doing this kind of hit.

Remove touch-icings, eliminates some chases into the corners like this.
Remove the Instigator rule. people need to be accountable for their actions.

This Year's World Series.

boring. i have never been so disinterested with the World Series as i have been this year. the last few years the MLB has become boring and lame. the steroid scandals are irritating. they should be either 100% against or for steroids and stop being dumb about it.

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this is my first blog post. ever. well not really. Nexopia is stupid and doesn't count in my mind.